I Am For An Art........

Emma Kullberg

I am for an art thats what it is, that screams in your face in the middle of the night. For art that Shakes you in your boots. For art that rip's out your lungs, and puts oil paint in them. I am for art thats for arts sake, and thats not for arts sake at the same fucking time. I crave for an art that wastes your time, makes you watch your days flicker by like pass over. For a art that doesn't make me give a shit, shit, shit about Y7x-(9x)2= ??? and have it make sense to my head. Im for art that gives up one night for the hell of it......Comes back the next day with a written apology. Art that makes you forget who you are. Art that comes from my black holed heart, and won't stop creeping. I am for art that has 'A Thing' for me, regardless. Art that makes you throw up at 5:00 in the morning. For Art that makes you jump on the bed. Art thats quick to suck you in, but won't let go from your arms or legs. For art that takes way to fucking long to cook whenever. Art that drives you mad. Art that makes your head explode. Art that makes you believe, crash, rise and shine, pull, cry, and inflict emotions. Art with lipstick on mirrors, Art thats spit and ink, Art thats paper and tape, Art that makes you pull all nighters, Art that cuts your fingers, Art that blinds your eyes, Art that pushes you down......... An art that makes you remember later. I am for art that makes you cheat on your boyfriend, only to be left alone in the morning. I am for art that takes a million pieces put together the wrong way. I am for bullshitting art. I am for art that could kill me. I am for art that could ruin me. I am for art that hates me. I AM FOR ART THAT CREATES ME. I am for an art that makes you eat french toast for breakfast. I am for art that doesn't make you stop till its over. Art that makes you scared. Art that can cause severe brain damage. I am for art that put snow on the car all night. I am for art that kisses your nose and face with poison; art that makes sure you won't wake up the next day. Art that gets you stoned every night, only to alter why you hate feeling lonely. I am for art that has no remarks, just looks at nothing. Art that gives you a fever, and when you open your eyes, its plain to see there was no sickness. Art thats processed in a factory. Art that makes you listen to it babble. Art that sends arrows into your soul, but no other survivors would surpass. Art that makes you fall down the ant hill for days. Art that makes you think she won't live; so you make her a card to forget, yet its too late and she's gone. I am art that leaves a thumbprint on your 3 panel series. I am art that burns up your house in the middle of the night. I am for art that copy's the world. I am art that scratches the shit out of your arms. I am art that thinks before it's the end. I am art that makes others realize its worth it. I am for art that has no future but always remembers the past. For art that has no cause and doesn't care about yours. I am for shit on art. I am for tasting of art. I am for kicking art. I am for taking away art. I am for illegal actions of art. I am for making use of nothing and turning it into something. Art that drowns the innocent, sickens the healthy, scars the young, imprisons the old, reflects the past and never thinks twice. I am for art that uses your tears, making sure they are salty enough, For art that doesn't call you back. Art that makes you hate those long wednesdays. Art that makes no sense. Art that moves your body. Art that hates everything else in return. Art that doesn't give a shit. Art thats devoted at the same time. Art that wishes for everything. Art that gets nothing. Art thats only art because it says it is.